I Can Never Be Your Man

Without any intention to brag, only brutal honesty to tell the truth, many have tried, many have offered, many have seduced, many have confessed, many have pursued but none have succeeded, none have been reciprocated, none have merited my affection. I am the man to beat but I am not the man that your heart beat for. I am just a man but I can never be your man.

Not that I am not interested in a relationship, not that I have not dreamed of having a family, not that I have not imagined holding someone else’s hand, not that I have not planned of spreading my genes, only that I have other priority, only that I have not met, only that I have not found, only that I am still looking, only that I am still searching, only that I am still waiting.

My heart isn’t made of stone but I don’t deal with mercy and gratitude. I am a good friend and you can count on that but I’d rather be alone that to force myself with people that I don’t like. If I chose you to be my friend, I hope it to stay that way. If some special things come along the way, that is something sure to make me feel uncomfortable. I can be your one, true friend, but I can never be your man.

Because I am unique and difficult to understand. Because I am extremely vulnerable and weak. Because I want some more. Because I am looking for someone else. Because I am wanting a normal life. Because I am incapable, because I am a man. I can never be your man – because you are a man.