Far From Heaven
When I arrived, I didn't have any place to go. Literally. I was homeless. If this was in Manila. there wouldn't be any problem at all. Getting a bedspace or checking in a cheap hotel could be availed hazzle free, or better yet, sleep over with friends. But this wasn't Manila. This is Dubai, where a bedspace could cost six times as much, where there is no short time in a hotel and though you could have plenty of friends on your call, without putting them down, few of them or maybe none of them could possibly own a house or a room to get you through the cold of the night. That is how it was and so since I arrived, I have been hopping from one friend's house to another trying to mask a thick face just to survive the night's chilly weather and to rest my troubled soul and lay my frial body to sleep. During the day, I spend the hours in the mall. in the parks loitering, in the bus stops waiting and every other place where I could watch time passes by.
Then worst of all, three months after quitting my rewarding job, I am still jobless. After already making two exits to Kish. I am still looking for work. Oh! Global crisis, how could you be so cruel? The things that I have planned when I was still in Kish didn't materialize as expected. I wasn't spared of the crisis that is sweeping many economies. Just when I thought that I could redeem myself as soon as I got back to Dubai, all just turned out to be huge disapointment. If it was a movie, critics would call it a monumental flop. Big mistakes. False hopes.
The too many "less" is taking my little breath by storm. Homeless, penniless, jobless, loveless, careless, I would have been less of a man if I had given up. I know heaven is still far and distant from where I am right now, but it is just there waiting.
11 comments:
Wow! o",) Nandyan ka na pala ulit sa Dubai- the oasis in the desert.
Ang galing ng connections ng mga thoughts, titles at words sa previous and present posts ah! Brilliant!
Humabol ka talaga bago mag-Valentine's Day, ha. Siguro may ipo-post about LOVE. Sige aabangan ko.
sam! ang short naman ng post! itodo mo na ang updates! ano beh!
ingat lage ha..
aja! fighting! fighting!!
balik dubai ka na pala...
God bless you :)
ingat lagi...
ingat sa buhay dubai..
sayang we havent had the chance to meet up...
goodluck sa job hunting..
sana makahanap ka na ng work..
Godbless
@ doc rj, oo nasa dubai na ako, actually one week na lang, expire na namana ng visa ko, hehehe pero at least this time , meron ng extension. no need to make an exit.
valentines entry, i was thinking of posting an unconventional love story of mine, hehehe, kaya lang baka maraming maghimagsik.
@ jhuice,
kasi naman jhu,naubusan ako ng internet credits kanina kaya kapraso lang ang na type ko. heto na ang full version. hahaha, sencia na, medyo todo effort akong maghanap ng work pero mahirap talaga. deadma lang sila sa akin kashit sinasabi ko ng 50% discount na ang sweldo ko. hmmppppfff! kung ayaw nila, wag nila...hehehe
hey lucas, yep im back..sana nga God Bless Me..and God Bless America.
@ Yanah,goodluck sa yong pagbabalik bansa, msaya jan hamo kahit mahirap. oo nga sayng hindi man lang tayo nag meet. sana bumalik ka pa dito sa dubai, o kung hindi man, jan na lang tayo sa pinas mag kita kita.. hehhe
keep blogging kahit saan man tayo sa mundo mapunta.
wag mawalan ng pag-asa...behind the clouds, the sun is still shining..makakahanap ka din ng trabaho...
another failure?? huh!!!
what if Dubai is really not for you? You've been there twice, experienced the best and the fu@ki#g worst so far but still nothing happen to you.... Why don't you come back here and start again here. We'll never know, you might be successful here again just like before... Come to think it again Dude of the Desert.
Paul,
Sori ha, nawala akong bigla..
last chance na to.pag wala nangyari, makikita mo na ako sa shang next month.
baka nga hindi ako para sa dubai. o hindi para sa akin ang dubai.
baka pang PBB talaga ako. hehehe
Wow! Sam Chico. Pangarap mo palang sumali sa Pinoy Big Brother?! Sige, mag audition ka. Sana makita kita sa TV na nasa loob ng Bahay ni Kuya.
oo nga baka pang PBB ka :P
ingats lagi... see you in Shang :)
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