Someone That I Need
Someone sent me an unsolicited text message, “you might have found happiness in your solitude but wont you give yourself to someone who might be needing you? To that I responded, “nope, I wont give myself to someone who needs me, maybe to someone that I need...” it’s not meant to upset other people, better lay down the cards instead of pushing and hoping for something that is never going to happen.
Someone who needs me may not necessarily be the same person that I need. It’s hard to deal with that, I can learn many things in no time but to learn to love someone, that’s a different thing and I don’t want to try. People would need you for a variety of reasons, sometimes genuine, sometimes suspicious. It’s hard to gamble, especially in matters of the heart. You will never know where and how it will start, much more how it is bound to end. Relationships should be mutual, not just one side loving the other. The reason for falling should be the parallel, not because time is running out neither falling in love out of mercy, security or gratitude.
Someone that I need, seems elusive on my part. Never seem to meet my match. I do need someone, trust me, I am dreaming just the same for that one person to complete me. When I love, I love passionately and I give my all. If I need someone, that’s because I love that person more than the way that person loves me back. I have the tendency to over love that’s why if I do, I make sure it’s lasting and enduring. Someone that I need is someone I can’t live without, someone whom I will spare every second of my thoughts, someone whose sole purpose is exactly to find someone like me.
Many people have needed me, but only few have found their way to the bottom of my heart. Aside from my family and my closest friends, I have never really needed anyone except for fun and ephemeral guilty pleasure. But one hidden portion of my heart is longing for someone to share me my dreams. Along my incessant repudiation of those knocking through my doors, I am always looking through that small hole that someone of my necessity would come along and sweep me off my feet.
It’s just that time hasn’t come and I am still waiting.
Someone who needs me may not necessarily be the same person that I need. It’s hard to deal with that, I can learn many things in no time but to learn to love someone, that’s a different thing and I don’t want to try. People would need you for a variety of reasons, sometimes genuine, sometimes suspicious. It’s hard to gamble, especially in matters of the heart. You will never know where and how it will start, much more how it is bound to end. Relationships should be mutual, not just one side loving the other. The reason for falling should be the parallel, not because time is running out neither falling in love out of mercy, security or gratitude.
Someone that I need, seems elusive on my part. Never seem to meet my match. I do need someone, trust me, I am dreaming just the same for that one person to complete me. When I love, I love passionately and I give my all. If I need someone, that’s because I love that person more than the way that person loves me back. I have the tendency to over love that’s why if I do, I make sure it’s lasting and enduring. Someone that I need is someone I can’t live without, someone whom I will spare every second of my thoughts, someone whose sole purpose is exactly to find someone like me.Many people have needed me, but only few have found their way to the bottom of my heart. Aside from my family and my closest friends, I have never really needed anyone except for fun and ephemeral guilty pleasure. But one hidden portion of my heart is longing for someone to share me my dreams. Along my incessant repudiation of those knocking through my doors, I am always looking through that small hole that someone of my necessity would come along and sweep me off my feet.
It’s just that time hasn’t come and I am still waiting.
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